alright, i never was or am i now in the employ of the bakery!!!!! yea!!!!!!!!!!! s-i went in yesterday for about 20 minutes, talked to teh manager and then she said tehy'd figure something out with teh schedule. then i felt obligated to try and explain why i didn't want to work tehre, and started going into-"well, you see, i guess this is just a bit more commercial than i was expecting, i was hoping for something a bit more organic" and i received a blank look and a "i don't know what that means." and i said, "ok, never mind, thanks, bye." i walked out thinking am i really weak for not sucking it up an taking a job i hate for a guaranteed paycheck, or am i strong for saying "fuck you commercial bakery with cookies that were made two weeks ago! i have ideals."

either way, it's back to the job hunt. i had an interview at a dv shelter this morning that went well, adn the woman seemed really impressed with me, but it's only a part time position saturday and sunday. it would be a good foot in the door though, so we'll see. i go back next week for a second interview.

i hope everyone is doing well. where are you all? perhaps as an unemployed individual i have slightly more time for the blogging? i hope life gets exciting soon like the rest of yours. miss you and love you all. i was talking to suz last night and she said she missed all of us too. she was hanging out with a group of people in burlington who clearly were already established group and she said they weren't as fun as us, or as friendly.

love, j